of the nature of piano mind

i have practiced some piano
but i should practice more
not because i’m young and my future is ahead of me
but because i am old and my future isn’t

at any moment

i could be electrocuted by my wireless keyboard

and i will only carry with me

the skill that I’ve achieved

i don’t want to be born

in another life

with a middling skill in piano

it’s depressing

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